Cohabitating.

One thing that I have learned about myself in recent years is that as much as I love the company of others at various times, I have gotten used to my alone time. Probably because I had so much of it when Taylor was visiting various family. I love it. Don't mind one bit being alone. Then came Brandon. I still like being alone but also love to spend time with him. He makes me laugh often. He likes alot of the same things I do so we enjoy our time together. So after almost two years, we are working towards cohabitating. I said it, out loud, just so it would be more real. It's been along time since I have shared the same home as a man. I am a little scared. Not because I don't want to move in, but because I don't really know if my nerves can take a man day to day. I guess I will just have to reprogram my mind. Once you have been single for a while and get used to it, you start to really enjoy it. Not that you don't crave the attention of another from time to time but you realize the importance of the time you get to spend with yourself. And it is important! I have friends who are never away from their children and thats what works for them. But me, I love the time I get to spend by myself. Away from all other human beings. It rejuvinates me even if I am only watching tv.

So here we go, this will either be the beginning of something beautiful or you can find him at the bottom of Humboldt Lake. Only kidding. Mostly.